Thursday, September 22, 2005
You want to know something great. Its haveing someone with you in your life. I have that someone his name is Andrew. We met in high school our senior year. At first we were just friends but... we started to hang out more and more till I asked him about us. He told me that I grew on him I knew we had to try. The thing was I leaving and he was to he leaving.He was going off to the Minot Afb, North Dakota for shcool. As for me I was heading to Italy with my family to attend school there.
But if you really like someone you should take the chance and see where it leads you. If its works out then you know you two were ment to be. but if it doesnt then you can find someone out there who will love you and wont break your heart. People say it easy doing long distance. I only think its easy for them cause they are in the states or country were they can fly or dirve down to see whoever it is. But as for me im all the way across the world I just cant fly or dirve down.You have to have the money and I dont have that right now. So it makes it harder for him and me.
But you know what I know we will last you have to have the will to stay strong for both of you. you aslo have to have the love. with out that well you know. I know Andrew loves me not by him saying it to me but his action. I hope I can do the same for him. No matter what I love him and I cant wait for the day when I will see him again.
I love you Andrew McCarthy with all my heart.
i miss what i used to be ;
