Wednesday, October 05, 2005
This is what I dreamed I was walking in the woods I could smell the wild flowers all round. As if I have been wondering for a long time. without sleep, without eating, without talking to anyone I knew. Finaly I came to a river full of fish to eat. But yet I didn't want that. I want seachering for someone, tho I don't know who. A man wondering as I. I knew he was here cuz I saw him everything I dreamed.
I would tell my sister and my mom and my dreamed just cuzs I felt like telling someone. They said that I was silly girl and my life will go one. So I did I started talking to people. In 5th grade I meet my good friend Kat, we were always together. I guess you could say we were the popular girls. Everyone wanted to hang out with us. We didn't mind in fact we let them. They entertained us. Yes we had our ups and down. we even got nasty to one another. To the point that we told our secrets to everyone, and then stopped being friends. That happen in 6th grade.
Can you every imagine if I ever stayed that way? What if I never became nice? I know now that I can be mean. I but I try hard not to go back to my old way. I see popular girls today and see how they treat other, and im like man is that how I was gosh I was that mean. I hated being popular it got to me. So I left them my group and started hanging with nerds and geeks. That was in middle school that is how i meet my good friends bron and mayann and many more.
i miss what i used to be ;
