Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Some people say I should write a book. That I can wirte about what I know.
But I say no that i'm only good at what is on my mind. If someone makes me mad well then I write about it. If i'm sad or happy its all there. But for me to write a book. You need someone good with words. Someone who is well educated in English. Someone with a great mind! lol. And that's not me.
Then again people say I should sing. Yes sing I can do it you know. But the only thing is I would be good at writhing is a song. I love to compose music. That is what I would do if I were to sell something. Yes I can write stories and novels but music is one true thing I love. Write now i'm working on a piece called far away love. It's about me and my past relationships. My voice teacher is helping me come up with words. Of course its all coming from the heart. All ready have record going. So is good to go. I hope to have it out soon. Maybe by Summer.
All ends I guess I could wirte a book. I have many in my head now. It just comes down to who is going to read it and a publisher.
i miss what i used to be ;
Friday, January 13, 2006
Putting my fingers on the white keys. Hearing the sounds it makes.
How I can play in the water with my water piano. I can play all night and play all day.
You think i'm mad for havin g a piano that plays in the water. No its magic hear me play a song about faraway love.
You will be amazed by my melody. How well I play. For I just learn the touch of the keys and the notes.
My little water piano I can't wait to play you more. You help me let my feeling out.
i miss what i used to be ;
Thursday, January 12, 2006
looking up into the sky. Seeing the white clouds all around.
I never thought i could see such a great thing.
I could lay here forever and ever starying at the sky.
Never wanting to go home.
Little cloud up so hight what makes you, you.
Can you tell me what you see up so high.
Shower on my let it rain. the clouds sing light.
Little cloud i love you so. thank you for always being there for me.
i miss what i used to be ;
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Angel of Darkness come to me now. For I see i'm losing against all the dark creatures at night.
My Kingdom needs help from you now. The world is in your hand but I will fight to the end.
Oh Angel of Darkness come to me now.
My love is lost, My hope is gone. All has come in time of darkness that is my new kingdom.
We will follow in your command. I will fight to my end.
i miss what i used to be ;
Monday, January 09, 2006
No matter what I do. I just can't get my ex boyfriend out of my mind.
I dont know what to do. I have gone out on a few dates but still. I have talk about it with my mom. she say Kayla you really cared about him. It will take time. I know she is right. but i just cant stop thinking.
I dont know if i should be writing this on here or not. but still my heart is telling me one thing.
I still love him.
i miss what i used to be ;
Friday, January 06, 2006
It was great seeing my family! Its been 6 years 6 years.
First off was my Aunty Susan and her daughter Katie.
Just spending a little time with them I have grown so close. Katie and I both want to be teachers. We both love music. and other stuff. She has a boyfriend who was like mine. Smarth, caring, sweet, and everything you want in a guy. After that my cousin Alicia came down and we went shopping. Katie, Alicia and I went out later that night and made snow angles. Plus a snow woman! Lol.
Then we went to see my sister friend Tammi and her mom. It was great we saw my other Aunt Bev and my other cousin Tori. Alicia is her sister. We went to Markets and drank hot wine. oh how much fun. I took so many pics. I love them very much I was happy I got to see them. Many story's to tell.
I have so much on my mind. I just don't know were to begin. I just know i love being back home.
i miss what i used to be ;
